( .... Ah--

He feels the way his face heats up at that mention, turning his head away a bit from the other. Certainly, that-- is not the improvement that they were hoping for. But, the feeling of Shadow Milk against him is more than he bargained for. There's a feeling he gets when they're so close to one another like this -- as though a piece of him that was missing finally found him. He'd never grow tired of it. )

I am certain we could find the doctor again! He has certainly given you more than you bargained for.

But, for now--

( He pushes himself closer -- squeezing hips gently - lips pressing against the others in a brief, yet sweet kiss. )

There is no harm in indulging one another.

[He comes even close and the feeling is maddening now. How badly he wants Vanilla, how his skin is aching for his touch, how instincts are pounding at the back of his mind. He needs him, and its taking every ounce of his self control not to press his claws into him and tear off his stupid robes-]

If we found him again there wouldn't be much keeping me from twisting his head from his deranged little neck, I'm afraid-

[The kiss sets him off, and though Vanilla pulls away a moment to speak, he is answered by Shadow Milk dragging him back in for another, but this one much more intent, hungry.]

I might not be able to stop, if you indulge me. Not until this body gets what it wants. Do you understand?

( He could comment that there are far better solutions then what Shadow Milk is entertaining -- but then, the conversation seems to drop as soon as their lips meet, and any thoughts he had at that moment are drowned out by another feelings entirely.

It's funny, isn't it? He's always felt drawn to him, but he hadn't known that it would be in the sweetest, most intimate way that one could be connected with someone. Even now, he can feel his heart begin to race, and he presses another kiss to lips, and then another. )

My other half -- I am here for everything you need.

( One hand moves, carefully - fingers brushing against souljam, the other resting on the small of his back. )

Once we do start, I am afraid that the both of us may very well lose control.